Bread For The Journey

 The Necklace 

I was a young girl, I'm not sure how old but definitely under the age of ten. 

I was shopping  with my mother in the local 5-$100 Store. 

This was long before the popular dollar stores but it was a store filled with a great variety of goods.  

There was so much to look at.   

Not that I expected to be allowed to have anything.

 I knew that was not why we were in the store, but I loved to look! 

My mother was at the till paying for her purchases conversing with the owner's wife. 

I stood waiting, admiring the jewellery that hung from a stand at the end of the counter.

Daring to reach out and touch, I fingered the stone in a necklace pendant. 

To my horror as I pressed my  thumb across it, the stone fell out of its setting. 

My heart racing, I looked around to see if anyone was watching! 

It seemed no one had. 

If I told what I had done, what would happen?  Would they be angry ? 

Would they take me away from my family?  

My heart pounding, my stomach in a knot , I made my decision.  

I slipped the stone out of sight under the hanging jewellery and said nothing. 

I walked out of the store with the guilt and shame of what I had done. 

I spend a sleepless night, fearing that someone had seen me and even if they hadn't, would figure out it was me that had broken the necklace. The police would be called..  would I go to jail?  

Was the sin of hiding my crime worse than the crime itself?
Guilt is not always measured by the severity of the crime, and secret guilt magnifies itself.   

Over time, the guilt was not as deep or as heavy but I never forgot what I had done.
I never told anyone.

Over 20 years later, I had grown up, married and was working at Eatons. 

A new employee was hired to work part time in the fabric department. 

I recognized her immediately as the owner of that 5-$100 store. 

Had God given me another chance to do what was right ? 

  I was in conversation with her one day and I took a deep breath and said,  

"I have something to confess to you."  

She smiled, wondering what it could possibly be! 

And I told her the story. 

She laughed, gave me a big hug and said, 

"I'm sure we must have just glued it back in. 

But thank you for telling me !"  

I was forgiven !!   

Even after all those years it was a burden lifted  -  my heart felt so light !     

Forgiveness! 

What a gift to give or to receive. 

So often we live with the burden of guilt fearing someone's anger or retaliation, 

when it is so much easier just to confess and ask for forgiveness. 

I think of God's forgiveness that He offers as a gift to anyone who asks for it. 

No matter what we have done, He smiles, hugs us and says... 

"You are forgiven, your sin is gone, but thank you for your confession!"  

"If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

I John 1:9 

Meringue Spice Cupcakes Gluten Free

These spice cupcakes are baked with their own meringue topping! No need to ice.
They have a great flavour and melt in your mouth texture.
This recipe makes 2 dozen cupcakes or if you prefer a cake, use a 9" x 12"  cake pan.

• 1/4 cup room temp. butter 
• 1/4 cup shortening 
• 1/2 cup white sugar 
• 1/2 cup brown sugar 
• 1 egg 
• 1 egg yolk 
• 3/4 cup milk 
• 1/2 cup brown rice flour 
• 1/2 cup millet flour 
• 1/3 cup white bean flour 
• 1/2 cup potato starch 
• 3 tsp baking powder 
• 1 tsp xanthan gum 
• 1/4 tsp salt 
• 1/2 tsp ground cloves 
• 1 tsp cinnamon 

for topping 

• 1 egg white
• 1/2 cup brown sugar 
• crushed walnuts 

1. Cream butter and shortening 
2. Add sugars and beat until fluffy 
3. Beat in egg and egg yolk 
4. Add milk 
5. Add blended dry ingredients Beat until perfectly smooth 
6. Divide batter into 24  muffin tins or cake pan as desired 
7. Beat egg white until foamy, beat in brown sugar until thick 
8. Smooth over top of batter -  about 3/4 tsp per cupcake 
9. Sprinkle tops with crushed walnuts. 
10. Bake at 350 degrees for 25 minutes. 

Easy Bean Bake

I made this dish for a potluck at our church. It is quick and easy to put together and rarely are there any leftovers!
These beans are also great paired up with multigrain bread, buns, biscuits or as a side dish with grilled steak.
I usually make baked beans starting with raw beans that are soaked overnight and then cooked for hours in the oven on low heat. But every once in awhile I like to do this quick recipe.
Thanks Linda for the recipe.

• 3- 398 ml(14 oz) cans of pork and beans..my favorite are deep-browned beans in tomato sauce
• 1 medium onion, chopped fine and cooked till tender..it's quite okay to omit this, it will still taste wonderful
• 1/2 cup brown sugar
• 2 tablespoons prepared mustard
• 1 teaspoon Worcestershire sauce
• Dash of Tabasco sauce
• 1/2 cup barbecue sauce. I used a spicy sauce but any kind will do
• 2 tablespoons parsley flakes
• Optional: you can use crumbled bacon bits if you desire

1. Mix all these ingredients together and pour into a roaster.
2. Bake covered in 350º oven for 35 to 40 minutes so that they are heated through and the flavors have meshed.
3. A crock pot works great too.

Chocolate Mousse

Never fail chocolate mousse...that is what I would call it. But it is also known as the 'church mousse', since I became very familiar with this recipe at church functions where we would make up enough to serve 200-300 people. It can be made in pans and cut into squares...as a chocolate mousse pie or spooned into parfait glasses. Light and fluffy. Chocolate. It's hard to go wrong!

Crumb Crust:

• 1/3 cup butter
• 1 1/3 cups chocolate wafer crumbs (Oreo Baking Crumbs)

1. Melt butter; stir into crumbs.
2. Press into bottom and sides of a nine-inch pie plate or eight-inch square pan.

Mousse:

• 2/3 cup sugar
• 1/4 cup cocoa
• 1/8 teaspoon salt
• 1 cup milk
• 1/4 cup cold water
• 1 envelope gelatin (Knox)
• 1/2 teaspoon vanilla
• 1 carton Cool Whip - 500 ml

1. Combine sugar, cocoa, salt and milk.  Cook and stir over medium heat until mixture comes to a boil.
2. Dissolve gelatin in cold water and add to boiled mixture along with vanilla.
3. Cool in fridge until almost set (needs to be quite firm).
4. Beat in Cool Whip until combined and smooth...using 'low' setting on mixer.
5. Pour into prepared crust.
6. Chill several hours before serving.

*To make a 9" x 13" pan, double the recipe for the mousse...and use 2 cups crumbs with 1/2 cup butter for the base.  This recipe can also be frozen for later use...and is great in chocolate cups for special occasions.
 

Yam Shepherd's Pie

 

Shepherd's Pie . . . what can I say about it? You love it or hate it. I think it's a great family meal if you introduce the kids to it early . . . that's the trick. It's also a great potluck casserole and just plain comfort food.

Ingredients:

• 3 large potato sized yams
• 2 tablespoons milk
• 2 tablespoons butter
• 1 egg white, beaten
• 1 pound extra lean ground beef
• 1 onion, chopped fine
• 2 carrots, chopped
• 2 ribs celery, chopped
• 1/2 green pepper, chopped
• 1 clove garlic, crushed
• 3 tablespoons tomato paste
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon pepper
• 1 teaspoon dried thyme
• 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
• 1 bay leaf
• 1/4 cup water
• 1 cup green peas
• 1/4 cup water mixed with 2 tablespoons flour

Method:

1. Cook yams in salted water until soft. Drain. Mash, adding in milk and butter.
2. Cook meat until browned and crumbly.
3. Stir in onion, carrots, celery and green pepper, cooking until soft, about 10 minutes.
4. Add garlic, tomato paste, seasonings, bay leaf and water. Cook 45 minutes. 
5. Shake up water and flour in a small jar and add to meat. Stir in peas and cook another 5 minutes.
6. Spread into deep dish pie plate or 5 cup casserole dish.
7. Beat egg white and fold into mashed yams.
8. Spread over meat and bake 30 minutes at 350° F.

 

Can be made ahead, refrigerated or frozen and baked when needed.

If frozen, thaw in refrigerator for the day.

Big Batch Lasagna

We love Lasagna but  it takes time to make from scratch.  
So when I do make it, I like to make more than one.  
This recipe made  3 Lasagnas - one 11x13 inch pan, one 8x12 inch pan and one 9x7 inch pan.  The large one went to a birthday party the next day, 
The smaller one went into the freezer of a new mom and
 the third I brought for a potluck family meal at my sister's.
This time I added Italian sausage to the meat sauce for a hearty flavour change., 

For the sauce

• 2 pounds / 1 kg hamburger
• 2 pounds / 1 kg bulk Italian sausage meat
• 2 large onions, chopped
• 2 red peppers  or 1 red and 1 yellow pepper,chopped
• 1 green pepper, chopped
• 4 cloves garlic, minced 
• 2  8 ounce / 398 ml cans tomato sauce
• 3  5.5 ounce / 156 ml cans tomato paste
• 2 cups / 500 ml water
• 2 tablespoons / 30 ml Worcestershire sauce
• 1 tablespoon / 15 ml dried basil
• 1 tablespoon / 15 ml dried oregano
• 1 1/2 teaspoons/ 8 ml salt
• 1 teaspoon / 5 ml pepper or more to taste

1. Brown hamburger in large skillet, drain and remove to large Dutch oven.
2. Using the same skillet, brown sausage meat, drain and add to hamburger.
3. Add remaining ingredients  to Dutch oven and stir well.
4. Bring to a boil on medium high heat and reduce heat to simmer.
5. Simmer, stirring frequently, for about 1 hour or until sauce is thick. 
6. Note: This sauce can also be used for other casseroles or pasta dishes.

For the Cottage Cheese Mixture

• 1  24 ounce / 750 ml carton 2% cottage cheese
• 2  16 ounce / 425 g cartons Ricotta cheese
• 2 cups / 500 ml grated Parmesan cheese
• 2 tablespoons / 30 ml chopped fresh parsley
• 3 large eggs, beaten

1. Mix all ingredients together in a large bowl.

Additional Ingredients :

• 1  16 ounce / 500 g box lasagna noodles, cooked 'a la dente' and drained.
• 2 1/2  16 ounce / 55 g packages mozzarella cheese, sliced
• 1  4 ounce / 125 g package shredded Asiago cheese
• 1  4 ounce / 125 g package shredded Parmesan cheese

To assemble Lasagnas: 

Note: Assemble one lasagna at a time.  That way you can determine what size the last pan should be according to how much sauce and cheese mixture is left after the first 2 pans are complete.

1. Spread a thin layer of sauce in bottom of pan.
2. Lay cooked lasagna noodles over sauce.
3. Spoon a generous amount of sauce over the noodles.
4. Spoon dollops of the cottage cheese mixture on to the sauce layer and carefully spread it to cover the sauce. (some sauce will still show through)
5. Add a layer of  mozzarella cheese slices.
6. Add one more layer each of noodles, sauce, cottage cheese and cheese slices.
7. Top with a generous handful of shredded Asiago and Parmesan cheese.
8. Repeat with the next pan(s).
9. Wrap tightly in foil and place in a plastic bag and freeze or
10. Cover lightly with foil and bake in preheated 350degree F / 125 degree C oven for 1 to 1 1/2 hours or until bubbling.  (Remove foil for the last 15 minutes to brown top)
11. Set stand 10 minutes before cutting and serving. This ensures nice firm pieces when you cut it.

Tips:
1. When baking the frozen lasagna, it should be removed from the freezer about 6 hours before baking as directed.  Always give yourself plenty of time to bake a lasagna.  Sometimes it takes a bit longer depending on how cold it is when you put it in the oven.. 
2. Lightly oil the foil before covering the lasagna.  This will help to keep the cheese from sticking to the foil when you remove it during baking.

Apple / Pear Spice Muffins

I had two pretty sad looking pears in my fruit basket, so I decided to see if I could make some muffins out of them. So I stewed together two apples and two pears added some spice and it resulted in these delicious  muffins perfect for fall.

• 2 apples peeled, cored and chopped
• 2 pears peeled, cored and chopped
• 1 teaspoon cinnamon
• 1/2 teaspoon ginger 
• 1/2 cup of hard margarine or butter
• 3/4 cup sugar
• 2 eggs beaten
• 2 cups flour
• 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
• 1 teaspoon baking powder
• 1/4 teaspoon sea salt
• 3/4 cup raisons

1. Cut  the apples and pears into small pieces. I left the peel on but you can peel it if you wish. No need to add water or sugar to the pot. Cook on low heat  until soft.
2. Add the cinnamon and ginger. Mash together.
3. Cream together the softened butter with the sugar adding the eggs one at a time.
4. Mix the dry ingredients together stir.
5. Add the raisins to the flour, add that into the creamed butter mixture.
6. Stir the stewed fruit and combine until all the dry ingredients are mixed in.
7. Place into 12 greased muffin tins.
8. Bake at 350 for 18-20 minutes.
9. Leave the muffins in the tins for 5 minutes, remove and cool on a cooling rack.
10. Serve with a warm cup of tea, perfect for those cool fall afternoons.

Big Oatmeal Raisin Cookies

There have been many versions of oatmeal raisin cookies here over the years since they happen to be hubby's favorite, but this is my tried-and-true old stand by!  We eat a few fresh from the oven and the rest go into the freezer.  Did you know they taste every bit as good straight from the freezer? Oatmeal raisin cookies and a good cup of coffee...the perfect treat anytime of day!

• 1 cup butter
• 1 1/2 cups brown sugar, packed
• 2 eggs
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 1 3/4 cups flour
• 3 cups old fashioned oats (large flake)
• 2 teaspoons baking soda
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 teaspoon nutmeg
• 1 1/2 teaspoons cinnamon
• 1 1/2 cups raisins

1. Preheat oven to 350°F. 
2. Beat butter and brown sugar until light and fluffy. Add egg and vanilla; beat until combined.
3. Add flour, oats, soda, salt and spices; beat until well blended.
4. Using a cookie scoop, drop dough in large mounds onto baking sheets lined with parchment paper or lightly greased.
5. Flatten cookies slightly.
6. Bake for 10-12 minutes, until edges are golden but center looks soft.
7. Remove from oven and allow to cool for several minutes on cookie sheet before moving to cooling rack.

Yield: 2 dozen large cookies

 

Cranberry and Ricotta Muffins ~ Flash Back Friday

I first posted these moist and tender ricotta muffins using dried cherries but have found that they are great with almost any chopped fruit or small berries. Today I'm using Cranberries.  The original recipe also has the option of adding a sugar butter topping.  You can find the original recipe here. 

Also, when I bake muffins, I prefer not to use cupcake liners. There used to be a muffin coffee shop in town and their muffins were just wonderful with a nice crisp exterior.  If you are having trouble getting your muffin pans to release without liners, it might be time to invest in some new ones.  My favourite pans are  USA tins.  I use them for Paska as well.  I don't even need to butter or spray them.  Marg told me about them and I've converted all my bread and muffin pans to that brand.

• 1  cup ricotta cheese
• 2 large eggs
• 1 cup buttermilk (or 1 cup whole milk with a teaspoon of vinegar)
• 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
• 1 tablespoon lemon juice 
• 1 tablespoon finely grated lemon peel
• 1/3 cup melted butter
• 2 cups white flour
• 1/2 cup white sugar
• 2 teaspoons baking powder
• 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 1 cup fresh or frozen cranberries (partly chopped)

1. Preheat oven to 400 F.
2. Spray a 12 cup non-stick muffin pan and set aside.
3. In a large bowl, combine the ricotta cheese and eggs with a whisk.
4. Add the buttermilk and the flavourings, lemon peel and then butter.
5. Add the dry ingredients all together and then stir just until combined.
6. Add the cranberries, just stirring until evenly dispersed.
7. Fill the muffin cups almost to the top.
8. Bake for about 20 - 25  minutes or until a toothpick comes clean.

Hot German Potato Salad

Sometimes I just want something a little different to serve as a side dish besides the same old usual fare that I always make. Then I was reminded of this dish I had as a young married woman eager to learn all the tricks of the trade in the kitchen.
I used to work in an Elderly Person Care Home for 15 years, and we had amazing cooks there, who cooked home made food that was familiar to the people that lived there.
One of the things I really enjoyed was when they served Hot German Potato Salad. This was not something that my mother made so I asked for the recipe and got the usual reply. 'Oh, a little of this and a handful of that'......sheesh, I was a new aspiring cook, I needed more details than that. What in the world does a little of this or that even mean? With many years of cooking experience, I now know what she means and I tried to recreate it and this is what I came up with. Just a little different than the same old...

• 1/2 lb of bacon
• 6 green onions, sliced
  
• 1 small green pepper, chopped
  
• 6 cups potatoes, cooked and sliced
• 1/3 cup vinegar
• 1 teaspoon salt
• 1 teaspoon sugar
  
• lots of pepper, to taste
• 1 egg, beaten

1. Fry chopped bacon until crisp; add onion and green pepper.
2. Drain at least 1/2 the fat.
3. Mix vinegar, seasonings and egg; stir into bacon.
4. Stir in potatoes and heat through.
5. Enjoy with some smoked sausage or ham, cole slaw and baked beans.
   

Chocolate and Peanut Butter Eclair Dessert

We celebrated hubby's birthday with family today and this was his 'birthday cake' request. It kind of tasted like a creamy peanut butter cup.
I know there are other versions of this dessert but this is the one I chose to make. A great 'make ahead' dessert.

• 1 3/4 cup milk
• 1 pkg (4 serving size) vanilla instant pudding
• 1/4 cup creamy peanut butter
• 3 cups of whipped cream or cool whip
• 2 packets of graham wafers (approx 63)
• 6 squares (1 oz each) of semi-sweet baking chocolate
• 3 tablespoons butter

1.  Whisk milk and pudding together until well blended, approx 2 min
2.  Add peanut butter and mix well
3.  Gently stir in the whipped cream till blended
4.  Layer 1/3 of the graham wafers in a 9" x 13" pan breaking up some of the wafers to fit.
5.  Pour half of the pudding mixture on top of graham wafers
6.  Repeat layers and finish with a layer of wafers
7.  Microwave chopped up chocolate and butter in a bowl for 1 minute, stir and microwave for another 30 seconds. Stir till smooth.
8.  Spread immediately over top layer of wafers
9.  Refrigerate at least 8 hours. Take out of fridge about 1/2 hour before serving. 
10.  Store leftovers in fridge.

Dutch Red Cabbage with Apples

I am grateful to Lana S. for this recipe. Our family loves it with chicken, turkey or pork roast dinners. I say, people who don’t care for it haven’t tasted it!

• 1/2 onion, chopped
• 1 small or 1/2 large red cabbage
• 2 apples, chopped
• 1/4 cup vinegar
• 1/2 cup sugar
• 1 teaspoon salt

1. Saute onion in a small amount of oil and stir frequently, cooking on medium heat until onion is soft.
2.  Cut cabbage into wedges and chop thinly. Add cabbage, vinegar, sugar, salt and then the apples to pot. 
3. Continue cooking, (turn down heat) stirring every once in a while, until cabbage is soft and apples have turned the same color as the cabbage. (about 1 hour) You can make this a day ahead and reheat. Enjoy!

Pumpkin Swirl Cheesecake with a Gingersnap Crust

This dessert is perfect for fall, especially if you love pumpkin but can't decide between pie and cheesecake.

The texture and flavor are perfect with the creamy filling and crisp gingernsap crust.

Gingersnap-Walnut Crust

• 1 cup gingersnap crumbs
• 1 cup graham wafer crumbs
• 1/2 cup walnuts 
• 1/4 cup sugar
• 1/3 cup melted butter

1. Combine all the ingredients and press into the bottom and 1 inch up the sides of a 10-inch springform pan.  Bake in a 350 F. oven on the center rack for about 7 minutes or until the crust is fragrant.  
2. Remove from oven and cool while making the filling. Once cool, wrap the bottom and the edges of the pan in foil to catch any drips that might escape the pan. Leave oven on at 350 F.

Pumpkin Swirl Filling

• 3  8 ounce/250 gram packages cream cheese, softened
• 1 1/2 cups sugar
• 3 tablespoons flour
• 6 eggs, room temperature (divided)
• 1 1/2 teaspoon vanilla
• 1 teaspoon cinnamon
• 1/2 teaspoon ginger
• 1/4 teaspoon nutmeg
• 1/8 teaspoon cloves
•  15 ounces / 2 cups  pure pumpkin puree

1. Place a large pan of hot water on the bottom rack in the oven.
2. Beat cream cheese in a large bowl with a mixer until smooth.  Add sugar and flour and beat until smooth.  
3. Turn mixer to lowest speed add the vanilla and then five of the eggs one at a time, until all five eggs have been added.  Measure 2 1/2 cups of batter and place in another bowl. 
4. To the remaining batter add the last egg and all the spices and the pumpkin.  Stir slowly until combined. 
5. Put 1/2 of the pumpkin cheesecake mixture into the cooled crumb crust, then 1/2 of the vanilla cheesecake mixture and repeat.  Do not swirl until all the filling has been added.
6. Use a knife to gently swirl through the batter. 
7. Place the cheesecake on the rack above the water bath, not in the water bath.  
8. Bake for 20 minutes and then lower temperature to 300 F for about 60 more minutes.
9. The cheesecake is done with the center is still a bit jiggly but almost set.  I use an instant thermometer to be sure.  Cheesecake is done at 150 F.
10. Turn off the oven but leave the cheesecake in oven with the door partly open for about 20 minutes.
11. Remove from oven and run a knife around the edge to help keep it from cracking.  
12. Cool on a rack completely before chilling.  Once it is chilled, wrap well and refrigerate until ready to serve.  Cheesecake is best made at least one or two days ahead.  

Christmas Cake

Some things take time and Christmas cake is one of those things.
I remember my mom gathering all the ingredients for Christmas cake and stirring together a big bowl of jewel like glazed fruits. This usually took place during October. Once baked and well wrapped the little cakes were put into a cool place until the Christmas season. Mom would sometimes wrap up a cake in brown paper, tie it with a ribbon and give it as a gift.
This recipe has no nuts in it and there is no brandy in the cake, but there is a step in the directions that calls for dipping cheesecloth in apricot brandy and then wrapping each cake it the cheesecloth. The brandy helps to preserve the cake, but you can omit this step.
You still have time to bake Christmas cake.

• 2 3/4 pounds raisins (approx. 7 cups)
• 2 pounds glazed cherries, cut in half (I like to use the mixed red and green ones)
• 2 3/4 pounds glazed mixed fruit
• 1/2 cup pineapple juice
• 1 1/2  cups flour

1. In a large bowl stir together all fruit.
2. Drizzle pineapple juice over fruit.
3. Add flour and stir to dredge the fruit. 
4. Set mixture aside.

• 2 1/2 cups margarine, room temperature
• 1 cup golden corn syrup
• 1 cup apricot jam
• 12 large eggs
• 4 1/2 cups flour
• 4 teaspoons baking powder
• 2 teaspoons salt
• 2 teaspoons cinnamon
• 1 teaspoon cloves

1. Cream margarine. Add syrup and jam and mix well.
2. Add eggs one at a time and beat well.
3. Sift dry ingredients together. 
4. Mix into creamed mixture.
5. Pour creamed mixture over fruit and stir with a wooden spoon until fruit is well incorporated into the creamed batter. 

Preparing pans:

1. As you can see in the photo I am using very old cake pans. They are thin with a removable bottom. You can use any pans or even soup tins, but you do need to still follow the instructions for lining pans. 
2. Line pans with 3 layers of brown paper. I cut clean brown bags for this.
3. Next cut parchment paper and line the whole pan. The cake will bake on the parchment. The brown paper helps to prevent burning and makes for even baking.  
4. Divide the batter between the pans. Level with the back of a spatula. 
5. Heat oven to 275ºF. Place a pan of water on the bottom shelf of oven. This is very important as it helps to keep the cake moist. 
6. Place cakes on middle rack in oven. Bake for 5 hours. 
7. After 2 hours in the oven, lay a piece of brown paper, or parchment paper with tin foil over it to prevent over browning. 
8. Add more water to water pan if it dries out during baking.
9. Once baked, cool cakes in pans.
10. When totally cool, remove cakes from pans. Remove brown paper and parchment.
11. Cut each cake into 4.
12. Optional step: cut a sheet of cheese cloth into pieces that will wrap around each cake. Pour enough apricot brandy over the pieces of cheese cloth and let soak. Wrap each piece of cake in a single layer of brandy dipped cheese cloth. Wrap as you would a gift. 
13. Now wrap each cake in saran wrap. If you have used the cheese cloth wrap saran right over it. If not just wrap cake. Now wrap all cakes once more in saran.
14. After double wrapping in saran, wrap each cake in foil. 
15. Store in a container (I used cookie tins, but you could use a box or Tupperware) Place in a cool place where temperature stays even, or in the refrigerator. 
16. Allow cake to 'rest' for at least 6-8 weeks. After this freeze or keep in refrigerator. 

Cakes wrapped in cheesecloth. 

Lasagne

I think we can all admit...it's the season to change a few of our cooking routines. I sort of like the thought of cleaning up the BBQ and letting the garden take care of itself for the winter months meanwhile, we can cook up some of those warm comfort foods that remind us of the cooler days to come. Today I want to share with you our favorite lasagne dish, which brings comfort on any cold rainy or snowy day. This recipe takes a bit more effort, but if you make it in advance, you have the rest of the day to relax.

Lasagne

• one pound farmer sausage
• 1 pound lean ground beef
• 1/2 cup minced onion
• 2 cloves garlic, crushed
• 1  (28 oz) can crushed tomatoes
• 2  (6 oz.) cans tomato paste
• 2  (6 oz.) canned tomato sauce
• 1/2 cup water
• 2 tablespoons white sugar
• 1 1/2 teaspoon dried basil leaves
• 1/2 teaspoon fennel seeds
• 1 tablespoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon black pepper
• 4 tablespoon chopped fresh parsley
• 12 lasagna, oven ready.
• 16 ounces ricotta cheese
• 1 egg
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 3/4 pound mozzarella cheese, sliced
• 3/4 cup grated Parmesan cheese

Method:

1. In a large Dutch oven, cook chopped sausage, ground beef, onion, and garlic over medium heat until well browned.
2. Stir in crushed tomatoes, paste, sauce, and water.
3. Season with sugar, basil fennel seeds, salt, pepper, and 2 tablespoons parsley.
4. Simmer covered, for about 1 1/2 hours, stirring occasionally.
5. In a mixing bowl, combine ricotta cheese with egg and remaining parsley and salt.
6. Preheat oven to 375 degrees.
7. Assemble: spread 1 1/2 cups of meat sauce in the bottom of a 9x13 baking dish.
8. Arrange 6 noodles lengthwise over meat sauce.
9. Spread with one half of the ricotta cheese mixture.
10. Top with a third of mozzarella cheese slices.
11. Repeat layers, and top with remaining mozzarella and Parmesan cheese.
12. Optional; Cover with foil to prevent sticking or spray foil with cooking spray.  Make sure the foil does not touch the cheese.  I usually do not cover mine with any anything.
13. Bake in preheated oven for 25 minutes or until all the cheese is melted and slightly browned.
14. Bake it longer 45-60 minutes if lasagne has been refrigerated for a few hours.  Bake until heated and cheese has melted on top.

It's easy to make in advance, up to a day or two, and warm it up as family or company arrives on the doorstep.  Complement it with your favorite salad and my favorite bun recipe.

Maid Rite Burgers

If you are from Iowa, you will know exactly what 'maid rites' are!  They are a loose meat sandwich, made famous almost a century ago by Fred Angell, who opened a chain of restaurants in Iowa called Maid-Rite.  They were the first restaurants to have car-hops and drive-in service in the USA...and their trademark sandwich was what put them on the map.  86 years later, the company is still going strong!  On a recent trip to Iowa, we were served maid-rite sandwiches at my brother's home for lunch.  He told us the story behind the burger...and my sister-in-law shared her recipe.  So today I am sharing a copykat version of the original Midwest icon...served with corn-on-the-cob in true Iowa style.  They are not quite a burger...not really a sloppy-jo...but simply seasoned ground beef on a warm bun.  And apparently they are always served with dill pickles...and a spoon, just to be sure you get every last bit of meat.

• 1 pound lean ground beef
• 1 onion, chopped
• 1/4 cup ketchup
• 1 tablespoon brown sugar
• 1 tablespoon vinegar
• 1-2 teaspoons prepared mustard
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon pepper
• 1 cup chicken broth

1. Saute ground beef and onions until meat is crumbled and evenly browned. (Use a potato masher to stir while cooking.)
2. Drain juices.
3. Add all remaining ingredients and simmer for about 45 minutes, or until most of the juice is gone.
4. Serve on warm buns, with mustard and pickles.

Tasty and tender!

Deb's Fleisch Perishky / Meat Buns

I had a fun baking 900 meat buns. Yes, that is right, this is not a typo, we made 900 meat buns for my sister by loves nieces wedding this past fall. 

We used her sister's recipe which I modified just a little. 

It makes 75 Dozen 2" in size.  Personally, I like them a bit bigger.

However, 1 recipe of dough using 3 lbs of ground beef makes about 300 meat buns.  

The recipe can be cut in half easily to make less. But believe me, 300 meat buns get eaten rather quickly. Especially at Christmas time. 

This was not a one person job, I had help from my brother, sister by love and their girls. It is always more fun doing it as a group. I made the dough recipe 3 times, the meat filling recipe 2 times, and 1 recipe of sauerkraut and bacon. 

Now that Christmas is approaching, get your friends and family together and make a batch or two. Put on the Christmas carols and hot cocoa and have fun together. Feel free to half the recipe which is very easily done if you don't need a large quantity. 

Dough

• 1 cup warm water
• 5 cups warm milk
• 1/2 cup margarine
• 1/2 cup lard
• 2 tablespoons sugar
• 1 tablespoon salt
• 2 tablespoons instant yeast
• 1 egg
• about 12 cups of flour divided

1.  In a large bowl add about 9 cups of flour, sugar, salt and dry yeast. Mix well.
2. Add the lard and margarine and mix with a pastry blender to cut the fat into pea sized pieces. 
3. Add the warm water, milk and beaten egg. Place the bowl of dough in a sink of warm water for about 15 minutes until the dough bubbles.
4. Continue adding the remaining flour until you have a soft dough. You can do this by hand or in a large dough mixer with a dough hook.
5. Let rise until double in bulk for about 45 minutes.
6. Take a piece of dough, roll thin, and cut with desired size cookie cutter. 
7. Fill with the following fillings, pinch the seams together. Using about 1 rounded teaspoon. 
8. Let rise on greased pans or pans lined in parchment paper for an hour. 
9. Bake at 400 for 15 minutes or until they are browned to your liking. 
10. These freeze very well by placing them in zippered plastic bags. Remove as much air as possible.
11. If you want to use both filling options as written, you have to make 2 recipes of dough. 

Meat Filling

• 3 lbs of lean ground beef
• 4 envelopes of onion soup mix
• 2 tablespoons flour
• enough water to make a thick gravy
• 2 cups of dried fine breadcrumbs ( I did not use the full 2 cups)
• black pepper to taste. No need to add salt since the soup mix is salty enough.

1. In a very large frying pan, brown ground beef but do not drain. 
2. Add the onion soup mix and flour. 
3. Add enough water to make a thick gravy about 2 cups.
4. Simmer about 40 minutes.
5. Sprinkle in enough breadcrumbs to absorb the gravy. 
6. Cool filling. 

Sauerkraut Filling

• 1 pound bacon, finely diced
• 2 medium onions, finely diced
• 2 - 2-litre jars of sauerkraut, drained and rinsed

1. In a large frying pan, brown the bacon, drain most of the fat but leave a little, maybe 2 tablespoons.
2. Add the onion and cook until the onions begin to soften.
3. Add the drained and rinsed sauerkraut and continue to saute until the cabbage takes on a light brown colour. 
4. Cool.
5. Follow baking instructions for the meat buns. 

Apple-Raspberry Bars

 These bars have a nice shortbread like base with an almond flavor. I saw this recipe in my grocery store flyer and cut down on the sugar and spices from the original recipe.

Ingredients:

• 1 cup all purpose flour
• 1 cup almond meal
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 teaspoon baking powder
• 2/3 cup + 1 tablespoon sugar
• 1/2 cup butter, melted and cooled
• 1 egg
• 1 teaspoon lemon zest
• 1/4 teaspoon almond extract
• 2 large apples, cored, peeled, and sliced very thin
• 6 ounces raspberries
• 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
• 1/8 teaspoon nutmeg

Method:

1. Preheat oven to 375 degrees F.
2. Grease a 9x9 inch baking dish.
3. In large bowl, whisk together the flour, almond meal, salt, baking powder and 1/3 cup of the sugar.
4. In small bowl, whisk melted butter, egg, lemon zest, and almond extract until smooth.
5. Pour this mixture over the flour mixture and work with hands to make a soft dough.
6. Pat 2/3 of the dough in pan, pricking it all over with a fork.
7. Bake until browned, 15-20 minutes.
8. In large bowl, toss fruit with spices and 1/3 cup sugar.
9. Drop the sugared fruit evenly over the bottom crust that has just browned.
10. Crumble remaining dough on top of the fruit.
11. Sprinkle with remaining 1 tablespoon of sugar.
12. Bake until top is golden brown, 30-35 minutes.
13. Cut into bars.
14. Store any leftovers in airtight container.

Yield: 9-12 bars

Apple Sticks

These apple sticks are a nice treat for fall when the apples are plentiful. Use your favorite apple and cheddar cheese. Make sure you have caramel sauce/ice cream topping available to dip the 'sticks'.

• 3/4 cup flour
• 2 tablespoons cornstarch
• 1 1/2 teaspoons baking powder
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 1 tablespoon butter
• 1 tablespoon cheddar cheese, shredded
• 3/4 cup apples, shredded
• 3 tablespoons milk
• 2 tablespoons sugar
• 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon
• Caramel sauce/ice cream topping

1. Whisk together the first 4 ingredients.
2. Cut in butter and stir in cheese.
3. Stir in apples and milk.
4. Knead just enough to form into a ball. 
5. Using a dusting of flour on counter roll out dough to 1/4" thickness.
6. Cut into finger lengths approximately 1" wide.
7. Deep fry in hot oil until golden brown. ( I fried 4 sticks at a time, this takes 2 minutes)
8. Place on paper towels to absorb excess oil. 
9. Mix together 2 tablespoons sugar and 1/4 teaspoon cinnamon on a plate. Roll each apple stick in the mixture coating each side.
10. Serve warm caramel sauce in individual little bowls for each person for dipping.
11. Yield: 15 apple sticks (in case someone is counting not all the apple sticks made it to the serving tray for photos.

Bread for the Journey

In our women's Bible study we are being encouraged to seek God with our whole heart;

to learn to know Him through and through 

so that we will be protected from the deception of the evil one 

who is on the prowl to sabotage God's work in us.

Only through knowing His Word can we equip ourselves to live a godly life.

The following passage written by David expresses my heart's desire.

Psalm 119 : 1-11

Blessed are the undefiled in the way,

Who walk in the law of the LORD

Blessed are those who keep His testimonies,

Who seek Him with the whole heart!

They also do not sin;

They walk in His ways;

You have commanded us to keep your precepts diligently.

Oh that my ways were directed to keep Your statues:

Then I would not be ashamed,

 when I look into all Your commandments.

I will praise You with uprightness of heart,

When I learn Your righteous judgments,

I will keep Your statures;

Oh, Do not forsake me utterly!

How can a Young man cleanse his way?

By taking heed according to Your Word.

With my whole heart I have sought You;

Oh let me not wander from Your commandments!

Your Word I have hidden in my heart,

That I might not sin against You.

Blessed are You, O LORD!

Teach me Your statutes.

With my lips I have declared all the judgments of Your mouth.

I have rejoiced in the way of Your testimonies, as much as in all riches.

I will meditate on Your precepts,

And contemplate Your ways.

I will delight myself in Your statues;

I will not forget Your word.

Will you make this your desire as well?

Apple Fritter Rings

It's autumn and we are enjoying apples every-which-way these days.  Once a year we have apple fritters...this year they became apple ring fritters.  I used a mandolin slicer to get thin (1/3 inch) slices and a dollar store apple corer to remove the core.

Apple Ring Fritters

• 1 1/4 cup flour
• 2 teaspoons baking powder
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 2/3 cup milk
• 2 eggs
• 3 large tart apples
• 1 1/2 cups vegetable oil
• 1/4 cup sugar 
• 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon

1. Blend flour, baking powder and salt in a mixing bowl.
2. Beat eggs and add milk; pour into flour mixture, stirring until smooth. 
3. Peel, core and cut apples into thin slices.
4. In an electric skillet or a heavy frying pan, heat oil to 375°. 
5. Dip apple rings into batter to coat and place into hot oil.
6. Fry several at a time until golden...turning over to cook on both sides. 
7. Drain on paper towels. 
8. Combine sugar and cinnamon and sprinkle over hot fritters.  Or, serve warm with syrup.

Yield: about 18 - 24 fritters

And just for the fun of it...I tried apple ring pancakes using the very same method.

• Peel the apples. 
• Remove core. *If you do not have a corer, slice first and then use a biscuit cutter to cut out center circle.
• Slice thinly.
• Dip each apple slice into your favorite pancake batter. (I added 1/2 teaspoon cinnamon to the batter).
• Transfer the apple slices to greased and pre-heated skillet. 
• Cook on medium heat for 1 to 2 minutes, and then flip. 
• Cook until golden brown.
• Drizzle with syrup and enjoy!

 Both the fritters and the pancakes were great.  My pick?  The fritters, of course!

Breaded Chicken Fingers Gluten Free

For Flashback Friday, I pulled up this recipe I first posted here  in June of 2012 ... I recently made them again ... and tried baking them instead of frying  -  baking instead of deep frying will be my preferred method from now on ...  I have a new oven that has the convection option which I have never had before and I am loving the difference  it makes in meat and vegetables.

• 6 skinless chicken breasts -- ( or about one per serving) 
• 1/2 cup milk
•  1 crushed clove of garlic 
• 1/2 loaf of gluten-free bread crumbs.  
• 1 cup  starch (cornstarch, arrowroot, tapioca, sweet rice, potato - or a combo)  spiced  to taste   ( I use salt, pepper, anise seed, a little Thyme) 
• 2 slightly beaten eggs
• oil - for drizzling

1. Marinate chicken in ziplock plastic bag with milk and garlic clove for about 2 hours -- or longer 

2. Drain chicken  and cut breasts into 1/2 -3/4 inch wide strips

3. Place bread crumbs, starch,  and eggs in three separate bowls

4. Assembly line fashion --  dip each 'chicken finger' first into spiced starch then into eggs then roll in the breadcrumbs 

5.  Arrange on baking sheet, lined with parchment and bake at 400 degrees convection oven for 30 minutes, or until crumbs are nicely browned.  (I drizzled a bit of oil over each piece before putting in oven)
6. Serve hot !   Delicious !!!

Lemon Ricotta Sweet Bread

More than fancy rich cakes, I'm a softie for breads of all kinds . . . how they look and taste, especially shared with someone over a cup of coffee. There will always be some room for that.

Ingredients:

• 1/4 cup sugar
• 2 eggs
• 1/4 cup butter, soft 
• 1/2 cup sour cream
• 1 cup warm water
• 4 cups flour, divided
• 1 1/2 Tbsp instant yeast
• 1/2 tsp salt

filling:

• 2 cups ricotta cheese
• 3/4 cup icing sugar (confectioner's)
• 4 Tbsp instant lemon pudding (or vanilla pudding and 1- 2 tsp of lemon jello crystals)
• lemon zest/rind from 1 lemon
• pinch of salt

glaze:

• 1/4 cup butter
• 1/3 cup sugar
• 1/4 cup sour cream 
• juice from one lemon

Method:

1. In mixing bowl beat sugar and eggs, then beat in the butter and sour cream. 
2. Add warm water, 1 cup flour and yeast and salt, blending well.
3. Continue adding flour, using dough hook attachment or with a strong wooden spoon, until dough can be shaped into a large soft ball. 
4. Cover and let rise for one hour.
5. Prepare filling by mixing all of the ingredients in a small bowl.
6. Divide dough in half and roll each out to about 10 x 15 inches. Spread rolled out portion with the filling (also divided in half) - about a 3 inch strip along the centre.
7. Fold up each long side to overlap over filling, ending with seam on side of top.
8. Place on parchment covered cookie sheet. Cut slits with scissors or bread knife. Cover and let rise 45 minutes.
9. Bake at 350 F for about 25 - 30 minutes.
10. Prepare glaze by bringing to a boil in a saucepan. Stir while boiling for 2 minutes. Set aside to cool and thicken.
11. Spread glaze on warm loaves. 

Salisbury Steak with Onions and Mushroom Gravy

This is comfort food at it's best for me. This meal was one of my favorites that my Mom made. I've added a few more ingredients than she did, but the basic recipe is the one from her kitchen.

STEAK PATTIES

• 1 pound lean ground beef
• 1/2 cup dry bread crumbs
• 1 egg
• 1/4 can cream of mushroom soup
• 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce
• 1 teaspoon prepared mustard
• 1/2 medium onion, grated
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 teaspoon pepper
• 1 large onion sliced into rings, to add to pan once you start browning the meat.

1. Mix above ingredients (except the large onions slices) together and form into 4 patties.

Flour coating mix:

• 1/2 cup flour
• 1/2 teaspoon salt
• 1/2 teaspoon pepper

1. Stir coating mix together on a large dinner plate.
2. Dredge each pattie on both sides.
3. Place 3 tablespoons cooking oil in a heavy pan or electric fry pan. Once it begins to get hot place the coated patties into the pan. It's best to keep temperature at medium.
4. Add the slices of onion rings to the pan to sauce along with the meat. Add a little more oil if you need.
5. Once meat is well browned on first side flip and brown on the other side. You want a nice crust on both sides. 
6. Once you have flipped the patties take the sauteed onions and place on to of the patties so they don't get too dark and dry out.
7. Once meat is cooked through, (approximately 7 minutes per side) remove to platter and keep warm in a low temperature oven.

Gravy

• 1 tablespoon oil
• 1 1/2 cups thinly sliced fresh mushrooms
• 1 cup cream
• 1 package beef bouillon
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 teaspoon pepper

1. Using the same pan you fried meat in heat oil and add mushrooms.
2. Stir over medium heat until they begin to brown. 
3. Add remaining ingredients and stir, scraping in all the bits left from the meat and onions. If mixture looks too thick add a little milk. Simmer for 5 minutes.
4. Add the meat and the onions to the gravy and simmer another 5 minutes.
5. Spoon the gravy over meat in the pan. Do not flip meat as it's very tender and may fall apart. 
6. Serve with mashed potatoes and your favorite vegetable.

Oh So Good Cookies

I browsed through one of my Mom's recipe books and found this recipe that my sister Norma had copied into her book. These cookies are delicious and chock full of goodness almost like a granola cookie. I changed it up a bit..but will still call it my sister's recipe:)

• 1/2 cup butter
• 1/2 cup brown sugar
• 1/4 cup white sugar
• 1 egg
• 1 teaspoon vanilla
• 2/3 cup whole wheat flour
• 1 cup oatmeal
• 1/2 teaspoon baking soda
• 1/4 teaspoon salt
• 1/4 cup sesame seeds
• 1/4 cup sunflower seeds
• 1/4 cup coconut
• 1/4 cup chopped nuts (I used pecans)
• 1/4 cup pepitas (pumpkin seeds)
• 1/2 cup chocolate chips
• 1/2 cup raisins (I used dried cranberries)

1. Cream butter with both sugars, add egg and vanilla and mix well.
2. Combine flour, oatmeal, baking soda, salt and mix well with creamed mixture. 
3. Stir in the rest of the ingredients.
4. Drop by teaspoon on parchment lined baking sheets.
5. Bake at 375º for 10 minutes. Cool on baking rack.
6. Yields: 2 1/2 dozen

Pork Chops with Apples

Fall calls for apples and cranberries, don't you think?

Here's a simple grilled pork chop recipe to add to your Autumn menu.

We are just 2 at home now so if you want to make this for your family, double the ingredients.

I served it with purchased pumpkin filled ravioli tossed in browned butter and sage and

green beans and mushrooms.

• 2 boneless pork chops
• 1 tablespoon grainy mustard
• 1 clove garlic, minced
• salt
• seasoned pepper
• 1 teaspoon oil
• 1 small onion chopped
• 1-2 teaspoons butter
• 2 apples
• 1 tablespoon brown sugar
• 1/2 cup dried cranberries
• 1 tablespoon balsamic vinegar (I used an apple flavoured balsamic*)

1. Mix mustard, garlic, salt and pepper together and rub mixture on both sides of pork chops.
2. Let sit for about 1/2 hour.
3. Grill or sear and bake until done.
4. While  pork is cooking, saute onions in oil until soft.
5. In another pan, saute apples in butter until just tender.
6. Add brown sugar and stir until dissolved.
7. Add onions, cranberries and balsamic and cook a few minutes longer.
8. Plate the pork chops and top each with apple mixture.

* I've recently purchased flavoured oils and balsamic vinegars.  There are so many flavours to choose from and so many ways to use them.  If you have one of these Oil and Vinegar shops in your area, go in and taste a few.  They are terrific in salads, with meats and even desserts.

Almond Puff

For today's Flashback  Friday I'm going back to this Betty Crocker Danish pastry I posted seven years ago. It's a recipe that might takes many of us back to when we first started baking and became one of my favorites at a bridal shower in 1975. People have asked what kind of a filling it has and are always surprised that it has none and that, if fact, the pastry has no sugar in it.

Ingredients:

• 1/2 cup butter, room temp
• 1 c flour
• 2 Tbsp water
• ½ cup butter
• 1 cup water
• 1 tsp almond extract or vanilla
• 1 cup flour
• 3 eggs

frosting

• 1 1/2 icing sugar for frosting
• 2 Tbsp butter or soft margarine
• 1 tsp almond extract
• 1 - 2 Tbsp water 
• 1/2 - 1 cup roasted, slivered or chopped almonds 

1. Cut 1/2 c butter into 1 cup flour. Sprinkle 2 Tbsp water over mixture and stir with fork. Round into a ball and divide in half. 
2. On ungreased cookie sheet, pat each half into a strip, 12 x 2 1/2 inches, about 3 inches apart.
3. In small - medium saucepan, heat 1/2 c butter and 1 c water to rolling boil. 
4. Remove from heat and quickly stir in almond extract and 1 c flour. 
5. Stir vigorously over low heat until mixture forms a ball.
6. Remove from heat. Beat in eggs, one at a time, until smooth. At first it will have a slippery texture as you stir, but keep on stirring until each egg is incorporated to make a smooth pastry. 
7. Drop by Tbsp on top of strips and then spread evenly, using a wet knife, to cover strips completely, sides included.
8. Bake at 350 F for 60 - 65 min. When you take them out of the oven they will look like funny shaped , flopped French bread. Cool completely.
9. Frost and sprinkle with toasted almonds. Store uncovered or lightly covered with wax paper (room temp) to keep crisp. Can be frozen. 

Frosting: Mix  icing sugar, (confectioners sugar), soft butter, almond extract and 1 – 2 Tbsp warm water until smooth and easy to spread with a spoon.